Beautiful Worlds

What’s next?

Sure, you can say that I’m like a puzzle. Well, I’m sure I am one; with some pieces hidden. I hid them, somewhere. You can try to look for it, but better yet. I know you now. You won’t search for it. I thank you.
To move forward or to take a step backwards?

I just can't tell. I can't seem to understand it. I'd let you in, but I'm in fear. You're making me facing my greatest fear; the one that I can't seem to make myself able to face. I am paralyzed. Can’t you see that?

I wish I can share more with you. But I just can't. It’s too risky, even though for me to take. I can't afford to be vulnerable now. You're too precious for me to lose. But you've made me weak.

I wish I can share a deeper conversation with you. I wish I was a better listener. I wish I can let you hold me. I wish I can never make the wrong wish ever again.

Here’s the truth. I’m defenceless, exposed and too vulnerable for you.

So, what’s next?
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