Beautiful Worlds
by Faye Kusairi10.10.09
DAYANGKU FARATIWAN ADNIL
Dance with me in the moonlight. The moon shines divinely, it beautifise the night.
After tonight, let me be in your arms. Let me be in your comfort and please hold me through this pain. I sit here, in lonesome. Thinking of you all throught this starry night.
Young childrens were playing in the streets where I used to play. I sat at the corner, quitely.
Alots of memories I recall once being a child. It carved a smile on my face as I sat there watching the sun sets to rest.
No words could describe how the warmth of the sunset calms my soul as I was embracing my childhood memories.
Grown up as a lady in this street, I feel overwelmed.
Knowing that I lived a part of my life here, made me ask myself, "Would you leave?".
Utter, silence.
Far across the sea, I flew to discover a new world. This world opened my eyes for opportunities, thus I grew up maturely through interesting experiences.
Although I was living in a new atmosphere, home was always in my mind.
Reminising those dearly beloved of mine, I picture them being in peace at home; lovingly.
Around the years, I kept on missing home.
Time was crutial, I couldn't bare to leave my responsibilities here, in this new world of mine. Though I kept my life on track, adapting my past and balancing my present.
It never slipped through my mind, where I belong and who I grow up to be.
Winds of change will only change how I look but it'll never change of who I am.
A damned lucky girl who grew up in an endearing home of Kusairi.
Never change and never will.
A home I lived in is a part of my life.
Dare I say it's a part of my soul.
Nineteen years of a home, will soon banish.
I sat in tears as I heard the news.
Love built this home from a house made of concrites and bricks.
I'll cherish this home as for ever I live.
Tears in my eyes as I heard this house is for sale.
6.10.09
Dude!
The entries I wrote are for me to speak out my mind. I don't write to impress and never have any thoughts of being or to look cool at all. I don't expect people to see or think that I have an excellent communication skills. Though some of the entries were written specifically to someone. And I usually tell that person whenever I wrote something for them. But yeah, I do understand if some people may be offended. Outta jealousy, envy and immaturity, some may bark.
Well, I've got news for you. If you can't handle reading my entries, so don't read it. If you can't handle looking at my face, so don't look. Stop being childish dude. And don't think I don't know you. Please grow up and quit bothering my life.
Well, I've got news for you. If you can't handle reading my entries, so don't read it. If you can't handle looking at my face, so don't look. Stop being childish dude. And don't think I don't know you. Please grow up and quit bothering my life.
Krokop 5
Last night I heard a quite fun story from a dear friend of mine. I laugh and giggle all the way chatting with him. Thanks for the news babe. It was really refreshingly funny! Owh... and I had durians as well. I had to eat it using a spoon and I call it, Eating With Style! I know, I know. Ya shud be eating durians with ur hand. Bak kata kawanku, makan menggunakan jari jemari baru lah ade feel! But whatever, I still enjoyed it. Hee..!
I didn't do anthing much today. I wanted to go to the saloon to go and get my hair trimmed. But then, I was so lazy to drive. So I canceled my plan and watch Tv with Mama. Then, Mama went to play badminton with her friends. I, on the other hand is going swimming later tonight. But, its windy outside. So, I'm still considering. Haih... Owh! and me, Boboy, his mum and Lukman went to have rojak at Krokop 5. That was the first time I went there, and I gotta be honest. It's gonna be the last place I'm gonna go and enjoy rojak. The cendol was good, but not the rojak. It taste a lil too sweet for me. Hehe...
I didn't do anthing much today. I wanted to go to the saloon to go and get my hair trimmed. But then, I was so lazy to drive. So I canceled my plan and watch Tv with Mama. Then, Mama went to play badminton with her friends. I, on the other hand is going swimming later tonight. But, its windy outside. So, I'm still considering. Haih... Owh! and me, Boboy, his mum and Lukman went to have rojak at Krokop 5. That was the first time I went there, and I gotta be honest. It's gonna be the last place I'm gonna go and enjoy rojak. The cendol was good, but not the rojak. It taste a lil too sweet for me. Hehe...
5.10.09
A Great Surprise
What we had was only a coincidence. Who'd knew what it brings until now? You kept me in my smiles, even if it didn't shine on my day. You made me feel free and I feel comfort in your presence. I'm surprised that you made me awaken everyday. I'm surprised with the surprises you gave me. And yet, you know I'm not fond of surprises. You are indeed a great surprise.
Yes, you made me teary in one of those days. But those tears never ended up in grief nor sadness. I was never hurt as I recall. I stayed abroad to let the viguruos stream sets to calm. I thought you may bore me in time. Yet, here you are. And I'm holding your hand. Could this be fate? I wouldn't believe that. It's a destiny we fulfill and I finally feel I'm on the right track. Protect me in every way you could, because I trust myself for believing in you. I gave you faith, please return me in as how I present you myself.
Words may seem meaningless, but you know me too well for not neglecting my words. These words of mine, I wrote in a great believe and strength to assure you, you are like a Hero to me. Uniquely, we are safe in your patince for our passion. You are truly a great surprise.
Hold my hand as I hold yours. Don't ever feed on our heart, but feed on our mind. We are smart, I am quite sure we are. Enlighten me with your dreams and goals, be free with me and together we hold. You are such a great surprise.
bestfriends forevermore
:)
4.10.09
Renewing a Chapter
Have you ever feel how hard it is to let go?
Well, I do. It aches until it hurts whenever I breathe in. Whenever I move forward, I feel like my feets were pinned in with a sharp knife and yet, I move. So it bleeds. Though, I taste sweetness in every painful step I take. And so, I let go. One step after another, I move slowly. I learn to love myself.
In my prayers, I pray for love to find my way. I pray for God to shine my path. I pray for happiness in my sadness. Somehow, now only I understand God's way of giving 'gifts' to us. I pray and He gave me the opportunities to love, to follow His light and the bliss it brings. He is truly Almighty.
I could not say more than to appreciate life as it is. What had happened and those days I cheriesh the most, I thank you. How I wish you were reading this. I'd tell you to not worry about me no more. I'd tell you that I loved you and I wish you to have a great life than before. You will always be in my prayers. And that you will always be my past. Without you, who'd I be now? I, thank You.
Be free now.
Well, I do. It aches until it hurts whenever I breathe in. Whenever I move forward, I feel like my feets were pinned in with a sharp knife and yet, I move. So it bleeds. Though, I taste sweetness in every painful step I take. And so, I let go. One step after another, I move slowly. I learn to love myself.
In my prayers, I pray for love to find my way. I pray for God to shine my path. I pray for happiness in my sadness. Somehow, now only I understand God's way of giving 'gifts' to us. I pray and He gave me the opportunities to love, to follow His light and the bliss it brings. He is truly Almighty.
I could not say more than to appreciate life as it is. What had happened and those days I cheriesh the most, I thank you. How I wish you were reading this. I'd tell you to not worry about me no more. I'd tell you that I loved you and I wish you to have a great life than before. You will always be in my prayers. And that you will always be my past. Without you, who'd I be now? I, thank You.
Be free now.
3.10.09
Hello October
New month and most people went back. End of Raya's holiday. Here, at home there's only Mama, My dad & myself left. Abg Ayie, Kak Yuyu, Edeh & Aqeem went back to KL last few days. So it's kinda quiet here. I miss everybody and the first week of Raya. It was very merry & cheerful days. Memories are sweet, just as sweet as chocolates that I love. *Sigh*
Lotsa things happened. I embrace most things. And do miss some people nowadays. One particular call made me smile. A friend of a far called me. Though we only talked briefly, but it's cool. I smiled as I fell asleep. Thought that thee was quitting on the game. I was like... So soon? hehe. Thee replied confidently, thee was still on. I gotta be honest, the fluctuation of the game play made me really Grrr!! No words to describe. Heh.
Owh, by the way, I switch rooms to my sis's room. It's bigger & cooler. Seems dat my room's door isn't fixed yet by my dad, so i figured that I better switch room. What the hack~ :D
Nothing much to say now but I do guess I put on a lil bit weight due to the fitness routine I've been following for a week now. Yesterday I wore my skinny jeans to my neighbour's aunty's place to watch them practice for their performing this Saturday. And all I can think is, "OMG, I am wearing my new pair of skinny jeans and I feel like Kim Kardashian ass!". Haha.. But, what the hack! I still look awesome. (trying to be confident!) Haha
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