Beautiful Worlds

I don't know what went away. It's definitely not fun having doing nothing. Makes you feel crappy everyday thinking what to do next. It's even crappier when you've got something to do but the thing is the atmosphere aint neither what you like or it to like you. *sigh*

I used to be ambitious. I used to be energetic. I used to feel good about myself. But in time, I realised I let too much of craps in that I forgot it is bad to have a little of everything in. Dammit! I made a wrong move from the start. Now I just had to fix myself for it. It's not fun to posses anger. I'm like a fat angry little girl now. And I hate it. It brings such negative vibes upon myself and my life even. I know it sounds pathetic but boys and girls, this is a good lesson learned.

You should've keep some things to and for yourself. It's never harmful of being a little bit selfish as long as it is good for yourself. Well, I learned not to be a pleasing slavery now. Otherwise it'll eat you up without you realising it.